And nope it is not because i'm a chronic insomnia!!

I guess i just find it really hard trying to sleep when one is having too much things in the mind- which is usually when one is at their weakest moment and of course being alone in the middle of the night doesnt help at all.

So what's my problem?

To be honest, i dont know as well. I am so frustated from waiting for my answer. Hated the agony of waiting to find out what is wrong and wondering what the hell is wrong with me!!

The truth is, i have been off sick from work for a week already.

Well, princess me with the princess skin has got like random red spots over my body. Ironically, the spots aint itchy at all. I know i should be glad about it or even thanks god for it, but the problem is that i do have like skin allergy problems in the past and this makes it really different from before!! Did i tell you my skin will be allergic to plastic bags? hahah. Princess skin i know.. Therefore it's a headache wondering if it's a reaction to something or a viral infection from the cold i had before.

some of the spots on the leg.

for now, solugel is my best friend. Princess's skin cant afford to have scars! lol.

And even 2 blood test ruled out and double confirm that i am not having chicken pox(which makes me a lil worried now that i wonder when i will get it then).

Seen 2 Gps already to give me a second opinion just to be kiasu. But yet none of them could give me a definite answer despite spenting so much on them. At this point i could tell you i really hate their health care system over here for me now! I mean it's so hard to see a GP already and i wont even want to try thinking about seeing a specialist on an Easter long weekend!!
If only i am back home, i would have admitted myself to TTSH hahaha. And seriously, i can tell you it's only when one is sick and needed some love and care that one will misses home alot and wishes the parents could take care of her and attend to her.

Thankfully, my hospital's infection control department has been such a huge help that they decided to put me off another week. So yayyy, that's 2 weeks bonus break for me even though i know i am perfectly fit to go back to work. Well they are just trying to protect my rash from being infected again in the ward. At least it's nice of them trying to figure out what is wrong with me. haha. Getting the pathologist to do swabs on me and test me out under the instruction of their microbiologist and even offered the mirco dr to see me. Oh well, what a scene man!! Just cant wait to get it over and done with!

PS:
Pray for me that i will get better and yayyyy now what am i gonna do till next week?

Alright guess i should sleep already!